Friday, 23 September 2011

Thank You Jenny

Through all the years that I have known you,

You helped me to gain my strength,

You were always listening and advising me,

You would always go to any length,

Now unfortunately I have to say goodbye,

And also good luck too,

Because you deserve to be happy

And I know I'll miss you,

I'll miss your warmness,

And your fuzzy personality,

I'll miss the help, and guidance from all of the years,

That you have given me,

I wish you the best of luck,

You'll be great in this new job too,

Just as you were great with helping me out of my big black hole,

And helping me pull through,

So thank you for everything,

For being there, and being you,

You will change so many other's lives,

And get the credit you are overdue,

You are a great support worker,

You are very special indeed,

You gave me and so many other people,

That bond and friendship that they need,

Once again thank you,

For all your help for us people in need,

Of a shoulder to cry on, a friendship,

Helping our worries be freed.

Thank you Jenny for everything!!


I wrote this on the 28/10/2010 at 2:25pm as I was regularly attending 408 and Jenny would always help me through everything. I wrote his when she left to work in a different place to thank her for the wonderful work she did with me she had been there for me since I was about 17 and so I thought it relevant to post it as I admired her and the work she did. She was a truly fantastic person with a lot to offer any person that she helped. So thank you Jenny for being such an amazing friend to me.

Monday, 12 September 2011

The new me

I feel like I'm slowly losing,
Myself and what I believe,
Like my views and opinions are changing,
Even the way in which I perceive,

Like everything was just an imitation,
Of the way I wanted things to be,
Not the reality in which,
Things felt clearer to me,

I'm slowly falling down a hole,
Not knowing when I'll land,
Not knowing when I'm going to come to a halt,
Why this is I don't understand,

I would like to stall the inevitable,
The never-ending drop,
The hole I'll never stop falling down,
This feeling that will never stop,

I am alone on this journey,
The destination is unknown,
All I know is that when I get to the bottom of this hole,
I'll still end up on my own.


I wrote this shortly after splitting up with my ex-boyfriend, I knew my life was changing but I didn't know how, or where it was going to lead too. I wrote this so that I could accept that fact that I was frightened of these changes I didn't want anything to change. I'm writing this explanation as I know it's confusing and as my friend said before it sounded desperate but it wasn't meant to, so I figured to save anymore confusion about the meaning of this poem - impressions of it - it deserved an explanation.